June 2012
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I want to marry him. I want him to be mine forever. I want to have that commitment. He says I’m his one and that we’re forever partners. So why do I care to have the title wife so much?
i now know how it feels :-(
My best bet is to suck it up then.
Things can no longer be the same can they? So what am i holding onto? I don’t know, but i know that i cannot let go, even if it’s time to. Maybe i just need more time. More time to gather a little bit more courage and to let this sink in. I’ve been through this before. A broken heart can’t be that bad, especially since i’ve less of a heart than most people.
I just feel so fucking empty
For the first time in years i’m feeling this familiar ache in my chest and i feel as though i’m better off dead. I really, more than anything, wish that i were.
love - don’t ever fall into it
when did i become such scum to you when did my words start to mean so little, if not nothing at all when did you start to hate me like this
But in the end it wasn’t up to me. The big things never are. Birth, I mean, and...
– Jeffrey Eugenides, Middlesex (via helplesslyamazed)
Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, ‘Where have I gone wrong?’ Then a...
– Charles M. Shulz (via girlwithoutwings)
Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, ‘Where have I gone wrong?’ Then a...
– Charles M. Shulz (via girlwithoutwings)
Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do...
– W.S. Merwin (via bruisingfetish)
delete.
love is patient love is kind love does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres love never fails
maybe i got it all wrong from the beginning
i deserve this don’t i
funny how i’ve come full circle only to be subjected to the same thing i tried desperately to get away from
i don’t need one more person trying to destroy me, i do a fine job of it myself
Charlie Kaufman: There was this time in high school. I was watching you out the...
– Charlie Kaufman
Why should I be made to feel I have to apologize for my existence? Maybe...
– Charlie Kaufman
Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is...
– Charlie Kaufman, Synecdoche, New York: The Shooting Script
i don’t even know who i am anymore
they say life isn’t about finding yourself but about creating yourself. if this is what i’ve created out my life then can i not be myself anymore
i don’t know how to be someone i want to be from this, i really don’t so God, please help me
Your immediate thoughts when that one person pops...
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i feel myself settling into this familiar, desensitized state of mind
welcome back old friend, at least i know i can count on you to stay
it will all be okay, haven’t i been through worse things?